| i hate my oldest sister. and no, i never have used the word "hate" on anyone, but she really cant have my respect as a person. she only complains, she butts into people's business, shes selfish, and her head is lost in clouds of money (and has been for as long as my conscience has existed). she believes that being the eldest means that she can get special treatment and get everything she wants. S-P-O-I-L-E-D is really what she is and what her friends dont see of her. yeah sure, she can be nice and joke around, but i feel like she only does that for herself. shes only nice if she can get something in return, and when i say something, i really mean, $omething$$$$ in return. she feels as if she deserves presents from everyone, but u know what? i thought it was common sense that its more about the "giving" than the "receiving." even if u dont get something, u shouldnt be complaining about it. for instance, i dont expect any presents for myself, but az buys me presents all the time. its very nice of her and also, its not like i asked her to give those to me. i never really give as many presents to her, but does she complain? not at all. the other sister, on the other hand, expects presents. if she doesnt get a present, then she thinks that whichever person must think that she means nothing to them. so, she'll just start hating on that person. and for what? bc she didnt get a present? i cant believe she calls me the "immature" one. shes also called me inconsiderate. ahem? say again? inconsiderate u say? speak of urself before u talk of others! like ok, sure she drives me back and forth to school, and my mom tells me i should be grateful for that, but no, not at all am i even thankful for the miserable rides i get everyday. for one thing, she started taking the longer route to school just bc she doesnt want to come across edwin. and why? she doesnt like him. and whats her problem with him? i dont know, so i tried asking her. but she says im too "immature" to understand and i need to be around my 20's before i can get it. even if thats what she believes, i asked her if she can even at least try to explain it, but no, she refuses. yeah sure, woohoo, im a teenager, but dont u try to stereotype me and think i have a mind like all those other ghetto people i see in school everyday! so like edwin says, if she cant explain it, then she doesnt even have a reason for why she doesnt like him. so, she hates him for no reason? wth? and she claims to be better bc she goes to church more often than i do? i feel like even though i havent gone through all those youth services shes been to, at least ive applied everything i learned and have turned out to be more considerate and a better person than she is. back before adrienne used to pick me afterschool, my cousin used to do the driving for me. all he did was drive over after his class, park, wait for me (even if im talking with my friends right in front of him), and drive me home. never have i heard a complaint leave his mouth, except maybe if the weather is not to his liking. and when adrienne drives for me, she complains that i take too long getting in the car and that she had to park. like wow, as if those parking spaces werent supposed to be made there in the first place. yeah i know driving around 7-eleven is not too fun bc of the high school pedestrians that walk all over the place, but even if so, everyone else parks, so wheres the problem? we all go through the backing up mess and we have to watch out for those kids that take forever to move, so i dont see why she should get any special treatment. she expects me to be ready to go when she comes, and when she waits for even five measly minutes, she interrogates me and questions what ive been doing. business i say. what business? she asks. just business at school. WHAT business? (says with mean face) like dude, does she really need to know everything personal i do just bc she waited for five minutes?? u know, i remember back when i was in first grade, my teacher taught us this phrase called MYOB: Mind Your Own Business. i may not have known what business meant back then, but if even little kids are taught to back off when things get too personal, then how can a 24 year old that calls me "immature" think that she has the right to know anything and everything?? shes not my mother for crying out loud! and all this for waiting for five minutes!! and so she takes her problem to my parents, and now my mom thinks that im the one thats wrong here and that adrienne deserves better. cough. ive told her so many times now that i can just take the bus. for one, its public transporation. its better for the environment. less vehicles smogging up the earth. and two, if i take the bus, then adrienne can sleep in or do whatever it is she wants to do. all this for less than 2 bucks. and compare 2 bucks a day to around $60+ worth of gas for driving me to school all the time. lets make that three. seems like taking the bus is the better way to go right? then why does my mom think that getting rides with adrienne is the better way to go? bc shes brainwashed. since im not the one that complains all the time (funny to say that after typing up this much), adriennes complaints reached her and now im the bad guy here. i can go on foreeverr with my complaints with her, but im going to end here for today. thank goodness ive only got a week left of school. i dont want her to drive me again. |
